24 April, 2007

艰诈人生

人生, 到底有什么意义
是快乐? 痛苦? 悲伤?
或悲喜交加才叫人生?

不明白, 为何有人以刁难他人为乐
不了解, 为何人总是不安于现状

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今天才与朋友聊起
上星期我被老板无缘无故骂一顿
不懂, 你也错
懂, 你更错
总之
都是你的错...
(很熟吗? 哈哈... 对了, 是张宇的都是月亮惹的祸)

唉... 过去了就让它过去...
而且我还有点小人的写邮件
表面上向她解释
其实我cc给好几个人
让大家都知道
不然闷亏自己吃...

希望她真能早日到新project报到
(连顾客都要求她被调走)
不然迟早被她玩完...

18 April, 2007

17 April, 2007

艺术 . 创意

上个星期去了表姐参加的一个比赛

Bear Fruit - Designing Leisure Exhibition
第一次观看这类艺术展
觉得新鲜又有趣
而且难得我家族的人
有如此才华
虽然没胜出
但我大姨一家人都参与
感受到温馨...


08 April, 2007

景物"不"依旧,人事已全非

清明时节雨纷纷
路上行人遇断魂...

今年的清明如往年一样
回丰盛港给外公扫墓
其实在我这一代的(外)孙男/女进入社会后
加上有些成家立业的又有了孩子
还有前几年的SARS,口蹄症,手足口症等
回去拜祭的人越来越少
但因为外婆还在大舅家
所以还是有地方落脚
大家也乘此机会聚聚
我呢坚持每年都会到
也许算是我从小到大的一种习惯吧...

只不过
平时看起来和平的家庭
想不到竟是风雨来临的前夕
在大舅于2004年过世后一切都变了
结果在我妈的老家
从此我们这些"外来者"无立足之地

记得小时候
虽然要经过一番舟车劳顿
但我们都会约好一起去扫墓
然后会在大舅家吃饱喝足后
大家快快乐乐起程回各自的家

现在没了落脚处
还得"凄惨"的在凉亭"野餐"
还大老远的自备餐具及茶水
虽然别有一般新体验
却有一种说不出的失落

而外婆也在一年多前过世
为了方便,她的灵位放在新山
过不久,外公的也会移下来放在一起
加上当地的发展变化越来越大
那么丰盛港的一切
也只能变成一段回忆了...

P.S. 今天还到外婆旧家附近买东西,我还特地拍下照片,那是好几年前被火烧后就空置的脚落,旁边已建了一间马来学校,完全变了样,小时候玩乐的地方,只能在记忆的深处,慢慢寻找... 等我找到方法从手机"考被"到PC,才能上载照片 :)


后记(31.05.2007 11.30pm):

今天去了PC SHOW,终于买了蓝牙装置,才能上载照片...

04 April, 2007

F A M I L Y

I ran into a stranger as he passed by,
"Oh excuse me please" was my reply.

He said, "Please excuse me too;
I wasn't watching for you."

We were very polite, this stranger and I.
We went on our way and we said goodbye.

But at home a different story is told,
How we treat our loved ones, young and old.

Later that day, cooking the evening meal,
My son stood beside me very still.

When I turned, I nearly knocked him down.
"Move out of the way," I said with a frown.

He walked away, his little heart broken.
I didn't realize how harshly I'd spoken.

While I lay awake in bed,
God's still small voice came to me and said,
"While dealing with a stranger, common courtesy you use,
but the family you love, you seem to abuse.
Go and look on the kitchen floor,
You'll find some flowers there by the door.

Those are the flowers he brought for you.
He picked them himself: pink, yellow and blue.
He stood very quietly not to spoil the surprise,
you never saw the tears that filled his little eyes."

By this time, I felt very small,
And now my tears began to fall.

I quietly went and knelt by his bed;
"Wake up, little one, wake up," I said.
"Are these the flowers you picked for me?"

He smiled, "I found 'em, out by the tree.
I picked 'em because they're pretty like you.
I knew you'd like 'em, especially the blue."

I said, "Son, I'm very sorry for the way I acted today;
I shouldn't have yelled at you that way."

He said, "Oh, Mom, that's okay. I love you anyway."
I said, "Son, I love you too, and I do like the flowers, especially the blue."

FAMILY
Are you aware that if we died tomorrow,
the company that we are working for
could easily replace us in a matter of days.
But the family we left behind
will feel the loss for the rest of their lives.

And come to think of it,
we pour ourselves more into work than into our own family,
an unwise investment indeed, don't you think?

So what is behind the story?

Do you know what the word FAMILY means?

FAMILY = (F)ATHER (A)ND (M)OTHER (I) (L)OVE (Y)OU

(taken from email)

02 April, 2007

A Day At Office



(Taken from email)

01 April, 2007

再见,优客李林

昨天 是31.03.2007
虽然碰上project最忙的日子
我还是终于赶上了这个也许是最后的一场
优客李林的演唱会...

前几个星期无意中看到
赶紧与同样有兴趣的大姐订购门票
不能错过这千载难逢的机会

很久没去演唱会既期待又紧张
虽然座位不是很舒服
也不是最近的距离
而且也被工作的进展干扰
但我还是渐渐投入其中
非常享受他们的歌声
尤其是林志炫那完美的声音
真是让人身入其境
欲罢不能
三小时感觉像是30分钟

在现场还碰到"大哥"与他的老婆
结果还有免费车回家 :)
一路上我们还听着他们在会场边买的CD
边回忆着以前少年时期的偶像们
唉... 也感觉岁月不绕人啊...


这里还附上演唱会的照片
虽然有些小
不过还是很满足...